Monday morning [>_<]

It's monday and I'm miserable.
i suppose that lack of sleep and food might have something to do with it, but I don't really know that for a fact.
I just know that I have some sort of killer rage boiling inside me for no fuckin reason.
I didn't go to class today. Has says the warm weather has gotten to my head. I do admit that being from the Carribbean, warm weather does tend to make me lose focus from my priorities. I begged to go on some random great adventure for the day, that would involve me riding shotgun in his car. However, he wasn't quite diggin it, and wanted to email our proffessor. I begged and begged, all to no avail.
After he dragged my ass up the stairs to the 4th floor and then to the 5th floor to get online and start doing some work, Has and I realized that we can't even log into the school network.
Fantabulous.
I decide to go to Financial Aid and at least TRY to do something productive the class time I'm missing.
I got some good & some bad news from Financial Aid, but overall, nothing that will be particularly helpful at the momment. So I deiceded to try to figure out why I couldn't log into the school network, but of course no-one was there. I tracked down the head of the IT Dept and she changed my password. I was finally able to log in. Somehow, I'm not exactly thrilled nor overwhelmed with the news. *blank stare*
I TRY to start working on the damned assisgnemnt, purposely designed to bore you to death and back before you're even half-way done with the damned essay.
I gave up in record time, 7.52 minutes. ^#@#$ this @#@$#$!
anyhow. I think this has a strong dependency on lack of food and sleep, mainly, most likely completly, the food part.
I'm cranky andnow that I think of it I'm kinda sorry I'm being a meanie to Has.
For whatever it's worth, I decided to actually email the proffessor, like Has dragged me to. *grim half-assed smile that looks like a cross between a confused look and pain*
Anyhow. I need to get me some breakfast before I end up breaking something.

Whomever said that Breakfast is brainfood, Dude you were SO damnned right man!\

Catch y'all later chumps.

-Jezz

Complexities of another day at work :/

so I'm at work. Working-ish. and I'm dreading being here because of sinus pressure. It makes me cranky and it also makes me rude, which I have admit is not a good quality due to my line of work: Customer Service.
MY allergy medicine has made me really really groggy. I feel like I'm a hazy daze, and although it makes me upset it's a good thing I'm not driving with this frame of mind.
It is cold as fudge here and that isn't helping much with anything. I just ate two bowls of nachos while working and I can't even account for it, cuz I can't rememeber eating them. yikes.

I could just leave.... but the in-box is ridiculously full and I have a million tickets to close and update and something tells me that I won't be done with all by 8pm, considering it's 6:45 already.
Maybe I should stay and just try to exist while I pretend I'm busy so I'm not on the phone queue.
Or maybe I should just go home and wrap myslef up in my sheet and call it a day, pass out, and get some rest. OR MAYBE.... I could get off work early and meet H.a.S. and Sabrina, and Chris and go out downtown to the Westin and eat tapas as we watch the city slowly turn around us.
Maybe I don't feel so bad anymore!
Ok, I do feel bad. I feel sick. I don't want to work, but I'm not THAT sick that I can't hang out and eat.
Alright so sue me! I want to leave early to go out instead of working. It's not like I called out! I've only called out once, in 9 months of working here, I can at least try to slip an early leave, using my EXISTING and DETERRING allergy symptoms as an excuse -er I mean, reason, to leave.

So it's now 6:51 and I realize that IF I want any chance to actually leave by 8:30 or 9, I should at least TRY to get the in-box down, if not much, a little. I guess I better go and make myself useful. Damn.
~> to be continued...

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10:15pm rolls around and I still feel like crap
By now all kinds of changes have come along on their own.
I'm really actually sick, fever, coldness, weakness, tiredness, lack of appetite, everything.
Sabrina, Chris and Joey decided against going to the Westin since they are leaving really really early tomorrow.
H.a.S. and I were still going once I got off work early, but I wasn't able to. According to the supervisor (whose name makes me scold and squint my eyes in anger), someone called out and I would be the only person on the phone lines for iH between 9 and 11... So there is no way on earth I can leave a minute before 11:30, sick or not.
It infuriates me that despite the evil "supervisor's" "claim", SEVERAL of my co-workers are here on duty for iH, so OBVIOUSLY it wasn't the case that I would be the only one on the phone lines.
I'm cranky and crummy and whinny, I know.
I told H.a.S not to come over to the office and bring soup and keep me company cuz I know my temper and I know I'm going to be spiteful to him; even when we both know he had really nothing to do with any part of anything really... :/ I sawries I'm a pain sometimes.
Anyway, I suppose it's safe to say I've done my blogger duties today with my 3 posts, and made up for at least a part of my prolonged absence in the recent past...
So I'll rest my head on the back of my chair and pray the phone doesn't ring for the next hour and I will also admit I might possibly fall asleep. Whatever man.
Ok, so I won't fall asleep but I'll stream music on pc, which will be just as bad anyway cuz I'll slow down the network and the phone queue. haha.
(spiteful I tell you, spiteful)

-Jezz

Another day in the life- Version 3.10

Spring has come around and my spirits are higher, I feel a LOT better when waking up, and I'm usually in a better mood.
But today has a store of bad things for me.
My right eye hurts and feels like I'm about to get a stye :( [see my previous post styes, Fate]
My average went from A to B- in PSP111 due to my absences.
I was able to hand in a late paper, and I can also give a speech for some credit, which should help my cause, I suppose.
On the good side, I handed in my Transformational Leadership paper in early, for a change. I was somewhat proud.

I went to Financial Aid... hoping they could help me re-finance my payment plan and then take in my tax information.
Well, no only is my advisor gone, and they lady that did help me pretty much did everything BUT, I was also informed that
1. There is nothing FA can do for me,
2. I need to re-submit my FAFSA,
3. I need to harass my mom to re-submit her FAFSA for me as well, and
4. I have to deal with Student Accounts.

So, now I stroll to Student Accounts, and find out that Khadija, my Student Accounts advisor, is no here anymore... I mean WTF?! I now have deal with Mrs. House, a lady so stuck up she might as well have a stick up her @ss to keep her straightened up. She then informs me that I must first pay off the balance in full before any changes can be made, which is bullshit, cause for the last year, I've been going to Student Accounts and getting my payments re-structured in order to be able to meet all my school deadlines. Great. So now I owe a grand total of $1300 to school, BEFORE I can register for next quarter, which mind you, starts in approximately2 weeks from now... ajaa...
Now here's also the tricky part. I ahve a measly $400 in my back account. Sadly, I got paid last friday, a meager 4 days ago... meaning I have another week and a half before I get any more cash flowing in.
So. I am left with 2 options. I can either dip into my car savings and put that in for my tuition, once again, making my car purchase date left to somewhere in the distant future...NAAAH I DON'T THINK SO!
But it's either that, or Pay what I have now, and then pay my next paycheck in full and then find out a way to scape up another chunk of money for my late registration fee and then wait 'til my ext paycheck in order to get the books I need. Oh, and not eat or go out or break anything for the next 5 weeks... haha.
Ah.. the wonders of college life.
Overall, I think it won't be so bad. I think I can manage it... I'll hoard off the food at home... and I mean, who needs to go out on the quickly dissipating 2 weeks of vacations between semesters?
This is nothing! This is where boys are made men, well in this case girls are made Superwomen :P
I need to get my life together, seriously.
Should I take a second job? I've been considering going back to ON on saturdays, or even Tuesday, Thursdays and Fridays as a Logistics agent... I wonder if they're hiring again.

Nonetheless, I'm still gonna take a self-defense class or something next quarter. I need to have something to vent, cause I feel like I'm boxed up and can barely breathe sometimes.
But, truthfully, I actually feel a bit better now, after venting.
I just remembered both of my best friends in this world are coming in 10 days, and will be here for Moral Support. YAY!

Anyhow... I need to get back to work.
Life calls citizens.
Till the next one....
-Peace out